Deviation Actions
Literature Text
You messed with my friends
You messed with me
You've made me believe things that weren't reality
You made me depressed
You made me weak
You said we were friends
but you just hurt me
You pushed boundaries
that should never be pushed
You hurt me more than I thought anyone could
You made me worry
only to push me away
You made me distant
only to demand me to come your way
You hurt the ones I love
You never seemed to care
You never seemed to listen
And now I don't have to care
Because you're no longer here
You can hurt me no more
I am free from your words
I am free from the hurt
I am free from the games that you always played
But now I must ask something
now I must say,
If you were so mean
If you were so hurtful
If you could destroy me with your words
Then why
why do I still care?
I know you're poison to my brain
and I know what you have done
but somehow, I guess, I liked that twisted kind of love
Yes, I loved you
You were a friend
I thought we would never come to a bitter end
This was about a person who I used to be friends with. (During the time I wasn't able to get on DA) She messed with my friends and me a lot. She lied, and did a lot of other things that hurt us. Toward the end of the school year we got into another big argument (she seemed to be the only friend I actually got into fights with) and I told her I was done.
She played mind games and she fell in love with anyone who really gave her attention (including me, my boyfriend, and others)
I know she was bad for me and I am happy I no longer have to deal with her drama... but I still care. I know our personalities clash and we would get into arguments all the time but I still care about her and her kid. I somehow enjoyed that friendship, even with all of it's problems, but it's for the best. For both of us, and she is moving to a different school district so I won't have to see her again.
I draw, not write for the most part so sorry if this is terrible. I just was in a weird mood to write recently and decided to post some stuff that I did write.
